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myself.
Sunday, 30 April 2006 @ 3:54:00 pm

17th april
currently…
feeling: stressed…

do I have to show my feelings all the time…?

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sukisyo… how I wonder I could be like Sunao… being by the side of the guy I love… shucks… why do I sound so lovesick…? But looking at them, it makes me feel jealous at times… *whacks head w/ newspaper* argh… wat am I thinking of..?!

argh… jus fought w/ my mum today… freak… I’m jus so fish up… fish fish… *takes deep breathe* *sigh* life’s never fair, rite?

why do ppl always tink of me as the complainer? why dun day tink frm their pea-size brain? does every1 expect me to spell out wat I wan to say? I’m nt sm1 whom every1 tink I m... do ppl try to understand me? No! they’ll try to do so at first, but after dat… THEY BECOME KNOW IT ALLs!!! Dis is called “Judgement”! it’s nt fair! I’m sm1’s who’s does nt like my action to be so predictable… I wld rather predict than to be predicted…!
@ 3:51:00 pm

8th april
currently…
feeling:tired…

eyelids are droopin now… ‘kay… ytd was sport’s day, took quite a number of pics, close to 80 ba…there were a few shots dat were kind of, let’s say, pretty… >_<; I’m nt dat of a good photographer nya…

we gave k & e their presents on Wednesday, we did it in a rush, a pity I did nt take e pic of e end product… *sob, sob*but I’m glad we managed to finish em jus in time… but it rained kind of heavy dat day… bl**dy sh*t… most of my books were wet… even my phy file… argh…!

Jus finish designin e sukisyo banners… sora, sunao, matsuri, & gaku’s r done for now… gotta post em up on photobucket for linkin ar… I’m also done with my blog’s banner~ X3 kind of nice, I guess…

Jus watched pretty cure today… yes!!! I wanna do nagisa-chan~ I mus get mipple/mepple~ X3

Petit monsters, wil b e next proj pairing with kumi-chan nya… X3 cant wait to do so… kumi’s mum somehow, is able to help us to e sukisyo uniform ne…

Finished my sa1 eng on Thursday… I hate passage B, so chim… e passage is actually easy to understand, but it’s e questions dat r killin us… omigosh… I tink I’ll fair badly in it… jus wish dat paper1 can pull my grades up… started to revise for my subj. le… I better work hard ar…

Stil waitin for my neko meme to arrive… X3 then can do loveless le… X3 maybe even as ran-chan… I oso hv to start scoutin for good w maker/supplier… mus also b cheap, but of course, no TOOO cheap… later wear le, got prob ar… >_<;
Tuesday, 4 April 2006 @ 7:43:00 pm
konnichiwa~

the clock’s ticking… tick, tock… tick, tock…
I used to think there’s such thg called Forever Love, I believed it is a Rakuen No Tobira… I wonder whom will I whisper I Love You to… I wld be Daydreamin bout e person day & nite abt dis person… we would lock ourselves in our Secret World, as it would be our Fields Of Hope… if we fight, I would say it’s Tsuki no Kaasu… I would be your Rock n Roll Princess, you’ll be the prince of my dream… our love would be like Eternal Snow, it would be our Love Chronicle, I would tell Myself… we would be Dangerously In Love…
Wat e…?! I’m (somehow) in a poetry mood… omigosh…!!! Jus dun mind Suki crappin ne… -,- jus ignore me… eep…
I hate dis bastard!!! Who does he tink he is..? e funny thg is dat most ppl (almost all I know of) say dat he’s a nice guy…! Is he dat good..? I mean, observe his actions, it’s godamit strange!!! I jus cant stand ppl being taken as a fool, no one is no fool rite…? E onli sad thg is dat, I wont be revealin his name… oops… I jus it was a he… I reali tink smthg is wrong with his brain… shd I call IMH on his behalf, so he can visit his frens dere..? *smirk*
Haha… I’m actin jus like a bl**dy b*tch… XD I’m jus too good for such a baka, like him… I’m jus so sweet & wonderful… lalala… a pity, he’s nt from my sch, if not I’ll b*tch abt him even more… XD
Ureshii~ after talkin so much crap stuff… XP I’m jus wonderful… lalala…
Now I’m sellin my lolita piece & mangas nya… who wanna buy nya…
I wan my Cheshire cat~ I wan Eriol Hiiragizawa’s Cheshire Cat costume~ shiawase~ X3
YES~ otou-san’s gonna cos Sora-kun nya~ but I kena lectured by him jus now… *pouts* jus dun like it when he does dat… *pouts even more* but it was kind fun nya… XP gomen nya, otou-san… ya hp’s batt both kena turn flat by me nya… gomen nya… >_<;
*sigh* e instructors of Super Teen Workshop’s goin off soon… & no one reali noes when they’ll come back, but it’s for sure they’ll return next year, for e 2007’s Sec 4s…by then I wld hv gotten my O’s result le ba…thanks to ‘em, I’ve gotten e rite skills to do revision & stay motivated for e O’s… ganbatte kudasai~
Sa1 english’s dis week…! Wat e heck… & it’s before Sports Day…
sh*t… I’m nt in e mood to go to Serangoon Stadium for Sports Day…we’re expected to be dere by 7.30am.. dey jus didn’t thot of e jam in e bus ar… even e arts fiesta too… why cant day put it on a Friday or durin e weekend..? I made e wrg decision in invitin e bastard along… sm of my classmates thot he was a Jap… I was like… BLOODY HELL!!!! He is a godamit Singaporean… anyway he is nt dressed Jap enuf…. Jap style (in my pov) wld b dressin like goth/loli series… he’s was like freakin sh*t… *LOL*
I dun reali bother if he is readin my entries abt him… so sad, but it’s true…! Dat is why no1 shd ever tink of pickin a fight with me… e best, dun ever piss me off… I’m jus a sweet bitch… so pissable~ mayb he shd try pissin on himself… haha… XD
Sunday, 2 April 2006 @ 7:51:00 pm
blah, blah...

---love chronicles---
…demo tomaranai mune ga tsumaru hodoima ga daisuki de dakedo sugite-yukusore wa mukashi naita yume no kakera no you…
love is somethg very mysterious… it’s hard to understand to be exact… one has to know how to give & receive love… one also has to be patient as it is never easy for ppl to return love, unless they’re truly, deeply madly in love… one has to smile though in pain, to show their consideration for e particular person they adore… it’s smthg everyone r yearning for… even e coldest person in e world also yearn for it… the love between the two lovers, the love between a parent to her child, the love a teacher have for a student, the love between to complete strangers even…!
…Kimi wo suki ni natte Dorekurai tatsu no kaNA? Kimochi Fukurande yuku bakari deKimi wa Kono omoi kidzuiteiru no kana?Ichido mo kotoba ni wa Shitenai kedo…
Love is smthg dat is not predictable, as it differs between each person… one has many ways of expressing their love for others… some r by words, some r by actions… wat type of a lover r u..? e one who show it by doing ‘em physically or smone who says it verbally..? at times, you’ll cry for e one you love, as it hurts you deeply in your heart… at times, you’ll have fun together… teasing each other… doing silly antics… sm wld say their love is forever, which ends up both parties hurt by each other… love is indeed smthg hard to predict…
…tokenai JIGUSOU no saigo no PIISU mitsuketa yoooki na anata no senaka watashi mamorare tsuite yuku eien ni…
one day, we’ll find e special smone in our life, smone you’re willing to lay your life down for… smone whom you’re willing to lose sleep for…it would be tiring, but you’ll brush it off saying dat its worth it for e love of your life… dis is love, I guess… perhaps… one wil find love, when one’s not noticing…
-------- eternal snow --------