Wednesday, 25 August 2010 @ 12:25:00 pm
to my 2 dearest friends
Oh heart,
if one should say to you that the soul perishes like the body,
answer that the flower withers,
but the seed remains.
from Quote Garden
Labels: 2010 , death , life
Monday, 23 August 2010 @ 10:03:00 pm
i dived into the waters and i am back up again
am editing my pics form yesterday's shoot while listening to SNSD's Gee.
i must be too awesome. :DD
Sunday, 22 August 2010 @ 10:03:00 pm
when my tears fall
if i fall
please be there for me and pick me up.
it's gonna take some time,
seconds, minutes, hours, days, months, years
.
.
.
I am not so cheerful like everyone thinks.
There are days I dread, the unexpected things I would do next.
It's pretty scary, sometimes I fear the worse.
And yet expect it with my open arms.
Like how much I deserved it.
I do not know how to cry alone.
I do not know what does this means.
----
isn't it scary when you look into human thoughts, about how much secrets they harbor?
i am that one complicated soul.
Labels: 2010 , life
Saturday, 21 August 2010 @ 11:07:00 pm
i am that gay
Tuesday, 17 August 2010 @ 2:12:00 pm
we play the 'perfect' game a little too far
Song: Perfect
Singers: Hedley
Falling a thousand feet per second, you still take me by surprise
I just know we can't be over, I can see it in your eyes
Making every kind of silence, takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
Making every kind of silence, it takes a lot to realize
It's worse to finish than to start all over and never let it lie
And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I wrong
I know that I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
When you're caught in a lie and you've got nothing to hide
When you've got nowhere to run and you've got nothing inside
It tears right through me, you thought that you knew me
You thought that you knew
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my personality?
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start
I'm not alive if I'm lonely, so please don't leave
Was it something I said or just my, just myself
Just myself, myself, just myself
I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
---
it's okay.
Labels: 2010 , life , songs
Saturday, 14 August 2010 @ 11:21:00 pm
I want to be the best
what about you?
I don't wish to regret years later, on what I have not done when I was younger.
I want to regret on what I could have done better on.
That's why I am doing my best to improve in my makeup skills.
More photography skills.
To be a better person.
In just these few months, when others have to take years!!!!!!!! Gott verdammt!
But yet, there are always wet blankets around.
People who do not cooperate.
People who do not try to see the way things are before and after.
People who just pretends to understand you, when they don't. (And they never will.)
Maybe, I should just keep quiet, meet lesser people, talk less, think less, and die earlier.
It would makes better sense this way da?
Because whatever was done, doesn't matter.
The hardwork put into it, becomes, na-dah, nothing.
Labels: 2010 , life , rants
Monday, 9 August 2010 @ 12:04:00 pm
e-hem, i am here to PIMP my boys :DD
Labels: 2010 , cafe , hetalia , life , photoshoot
Friday, 6 August 2010 @ 8:33:00 am
sick again, really sick
homg. am sick again in less than 1 month.
Had fever on Monday, high fever on Tuesday, flu on Wednesday.
Really felt like shit for the last few days, and I still can't wear my contact lenses yet...
Have 2 shoots to attend on Sunday and Monday plus a girl's night out dinner on Sunday...!
I really need to stay focus and healthy! ; A ;
Labels: 2010 , life , sick
Wednesday, 4 August 2010 @ 3:19:00 pm
for what now?
//too much of running away
what else, what else, m' fair lady?//
Labels: 2010 , RANDOM , thoughts
@ 9:28:00 am
my desktop
Labels: 2010 , RANDOM
Tuesday, 3 August 2010 @ 9:34:00 pm
dang
DANG.
JUST ANOTHER 2 WEEKS TILL HOLIDAY STARTSSSSSSSS.
/ptui
Labels: holiday
suki.luna/jaws/AMELIA
