Labels: holiday

listening: Per Il Senteiro by LISA ONO
mood: erm, somewhere among the clouds...

>>i've realised many ppl have changed since school started. (I'M NOT GONNA GOSSIP HERE) what happened...? what have you guys did to yourself during the 3 weeks vacations...? friends that i know are preparing to leave our class, what the bl**dy f*ck HAPPENED?!<<

just went for church service this morning. i felt the sermon today is so suited for me.

Abraham - Winning When You Don't Understand God's Ways
at times, i'm really lost, the future seems clouded, no one seems to understand. it was because ppl have once and twice again make me disappointed, or simply, i have HIGH expectations of them... but God has actually showed me grace and mercy and everything else, even when i was tough to myself... Many things in our life we don't understand, but it does not hamper us from winning under God's strength. a journey of faith is long, i have come to realise, but it's actually part of God's Journey. it would seem to be like an eternity, but it's worth the wait.

waiting can cause you to be bitter or better, i agree. i am not that patient, now i'm doing my best to be more patient, cause not everyone is on the same level as me, you see. real understading is when you actually obey them. example wld be that you're forbidden/not allowed to date, you have to obey your parents, as it is what God has entrusted you to your parents, to bring you up as a child of God. don't hurt them any longer, for your heart will be hurt, one day too.

There's so much mythology about getting together, and there's none about staying together. And staying together is what's so hard.
- Meg Ryan

Labels: afterthoughts, God's LurvE, help, holiday, ITE, relationships

listening: What i've done - Linkin Park
mood: erm. pretty peachy, i guess...

bwahahaha...! i'm gonna WATCH HARRY POTTER and the ORDER of the PHONEIX this week!!!! lurve my DANIEL RADCLIFFE!!!!!! XD

i think i'm going to start to PANIC again, cause certain things are not really done yet... >,< gaah!!! tasukete kudasai~

just bought this book "I kiss dating goodbye" by josh harris. SERIOUSLY, i've gotta stop putting myself in such relationships, that does not seem to benefit either God or me... it's also about COMMITMENT. sheesh, people nowadays don't know what's the real meaning of commitment. gosh, we're just NAiVE, aren't we...? (yup, i'm also one of them...)

i just cut my hair, and i look damn BOYISH!!!!!! gaah, should have told the auntie to cut like my previous sunao hairstyle... damn... the auntie was kind of buay song, ever since i brought my namine wig for her to trim just 2 weeks back... sheesh, if you dun wan to cut, you cld have say so, i'll just find someone else to trim for me... just for a lil' trim, you bl**dy hell overcharge me lor... wah lao...

*sigh* school's gonna start soon, eh... and it's this coming monday~~~ no~~~~ i still want my holiday~~~~~ gimme~ gimme~ gimme~ gimme back my holiday~~~ ;,;

Labels: afterthoughts, boyish-looking, gimme, God's LurvE, holiday, ORDER, overcharge, panic