Mood: EXCITED Listening: Kidnap My Heart by The Click 5
Guess what?!
I’ve just received a call from XXX, to head down for an interview this Monday! (For those who don’t know what I am talking about, too bad. XP)
I am so… So… So EXCITED!!! Immediately after the call, I gave a call to Ms Deon to inform her I ‘might’ get a place there! She said to go for it, and not hesitate to grab the place first.
After that, I called otou-san to tell him the good news. I was pretty worried too, cause we are left with very little time to get a place in the hotels. He said “Don’t worry, take it slow.” Daddy’s so sweet! XD
Later on, I sms-ed Ms Saadiah, Mr Francis and Ms Pauline. Ms Saadiah replied “Gd. Go for it.” But I still had some concerns and I told her I don’t have much confidence in convincing the HR personnel to take me as a trainee. She told me not to worry and she has confidence in me.
I also sms-ed ‘him’, cause just yesterday I was sms-ing him about my worries in the Industrial Attachment. He told me to “Jia You”.
Ms Pauline called me back at around 7pm, telling me that this would be a good place for my personality, and me as this place needs people who are versatile and positive. I did tell her my concerns, about how I felt not confident enough to convince the HR department. She assured me that I would be able to do so! She also continued saying that no matter what I am given to do, I will definitely do it. She believes in me, I guess so…
I’m going to do my BEST then!
God, give me the wisdom, so that during this interview I can ace it, and convince them to accept me as a trainee. And also give me the maturity to think through what I am going to answer during the interview, as this concerns my future as a fellow hotelier in the industry. I need confidence, bravery for this interview.
Gaah! I need my CONFIDENCE!!!
**Wanted to have a fashion photoshoot on Monday, but since got interview, hmm, I’ll postpone it to a later date…
mood: cheery! listening: Don't Stop The Music by Rihanna
rofl.
i just had my PHOTOSHOOT! and it was fun! and i think i saw shizukana-san there, as Kanda Yuu. Zeratul was my personal photographer for that day! he shot pretty good shots of me in lolita, which is like so adorable, that i was squealing so loudly at the old SUPREME COURT.
Mood: kinda happy, yet sad in a way… Listening: P.D.A. by John Legend
To: Babes & Dudes of HA 2007, HK 2008
Cultural Night will be coming up very soon.
We’re going to enjoy ourselves till we are all high. We’re going to enjoy till we are giddy with the stars in the sky. We’re going to enjoy and giggle ourselves silly about things that we were wrong about when we first started. We’re going to enjoy every little moments of our lives before we lose them completely.
I’m going to miss you. Yes, I will. We’re just left with this few days here. After this, we’ll be off to the battle ground. We won’t see each other any longer. We won’t see each other for another 6 months, unless we pass by each other on the streets I will smile at you, thinking of the time we have been together. The battles we have won and lost. The time we have commonly shared. Photos that we took while some of us left. We will probably feel awkward for a while, but after this. We won’t. Ensure me, alright?
I wish I could say much about how I feel for you. About your significance in my life. About how much I didn’t enjoyed your company in the first place when we started. But after this, we’re going to just throw this at the back of our mind. It’s over already. It’s our future we’re going to live for.
I wish for your success in life. I wish for your happiness in your life. I wish for your forgiving, for what I have done to you, no matter how long it happened ago. Forgive me, will you?
>> He was distinguished for ignorance; for he had only one idea and that was wrong. – Benjamin Disraeli
I don’t know what’s wrong with you, dude. You think you can lord over me, cause you’re older than me. Think again sucker! I am not what you think I am. Yes, I admit that I am immature in my thinking, just to let you know I am only 18 okay? You suka suka ask me out, I’ve made myself free for you, but you don’t seem to appreciate it. Always last minute bail out on me, which is like the Nth time you did it. Let me get this straight in your face, you ask me out and repeat the same sh*t again, I swear, you’ll not be a MAN any longer *I’ll cut that DOG off you*. You can still bl**dy hell decide things on your own. I have given you enough respect, you chose to blow it, without thinking through, guess what? We’re over. I took the effort to explain to you, but you still feel that you’re right.
Don’t think you’re really that mature, you’re nothing at all. I keep my thoughts to myself; because people like you, trample on my heart like you think you owned it.
I. BELONG. TO. MYSELF. GEDDIT BASTARD? I’ve kept my silence all this while on what you have done, but you, too, went too far. Taking revenge ay?
I HATE YOU, *INSERT NAME* *AND YOU THINK I’LL PUT YOUR NAME HERE AY?* *I am so looking forward of p*ssing you off*
Don’t ever try me, you will seriously not like the p*ssed off & b*tchy side of me. By the way, don’t ever call/sms me again, I rather not waste time contacting a**sholes like you
By the way, thanks for being the way you are, God shown me how much I can live without you! *and I still had the cheek to say that*
IMBECILE GIT!!! You’re no more than the speck of dust on the floor.<<
**Gaah! I just wished I was explicit enough. Gaah! Gimme my JESSE McCARTNEY!!!
Tuesday, 12 August 2008 @ 4:26:00 pm
fund-raising
Mood: bloddy *doot* Listening: See You Again by Miley Cyrus
HPO Year 2 just had our Fund-Raising for Cultural Night on 7th August 2008! And it was a success, in a way!
Ms Pauline was in-charge of this fund-raising, combining both the Final Year students, which is your truly! Many of my classmates were sent to do car wash, the rest were told to be at the booth. *Btw, I was one of the students that were being sent to the car park booth* The rest of them at the booth did henna, hair/makeover, nails, and drinks.
HPO Year 2 assembled at 9am, as Ms Pauline assigned and re-confirmed which students was doing what again. I went to my booth and stayed there, waiting to get the drinks *someone was supposed to take for us*. The crowd started coming in at around 10 plus, all of a sudden, I began to shout, “Lelong, Lelong, drinks for sale, drinks for sale”. Merlin, I felt like a bumbling idiot in Pasar Malam. But I felt kind encouraged when kitchenette began to do the same thing along as Khai, trying to get more business, as I was struggling alone at my booth *do not ask where was my 3 other partners*. At that was where the fun began! Thank Merlin, for them, if not sales wouldn’t be that good…! After that my hand began to itch, so I whipped out my (mum’s) digital camera and started shooting the people at both the car wash and booth. I even did henna, Via designed it beautifully! PSP, Fad, Michael & Vick managed to get into the quarter-finals *I think*, but they lost! But it’s okay; we all know they did their best already! I cam-whored a bit, before shooting the rest again. XP
HL girls were pretty helpful too! They took the cans of drinks and started asking around for people to buy the drinks! I wish I could have helped a little more though, my feet began to ache again… I’m sorry! >,<
We ended the whole fund-raising at around 2, including cleaning up. Just out of the sake of palying Nintendo Wii, I dragged Sunarti along, and we began a challenge, competing against each other, and we had loads of fun thrashing each other. *She thrashed me 2 to 1.* Lol. But it was really fun, with this new type of technology, it makes you want to move around even more. Nintendo Wii even came out with Yoga! Omg! I feel like buying! *Been kinda Yoga crazy for quite sometime, though haven’t really begin doing it* Nintendo Wii shall be my next goal!
**Gaah! Saw him! I kinda went flustered for a while before turning away. And I thought I’m over from this crush already… He was behind when I was playing Nintendo Wii with Sunarti ar… God, he probably saw me thrashing Sunarti in Mortal Kombat Armaggedeon…
mood: restless listening: I Don't Need A Man by Pussycat Dolls
well, some friends/classmates might have known by now, I SPRAINED MY LEG/ANKLE ON THURSDAY!!!! ow. sprained my ankle while playing dodgeball, and i kinda not land on my feet... so yeah... lemme show ya some pics i took of my piggy trotter...
but i'll be back in school tmr (monday)! yeah~ XD
>>#$#@%&^%&^%&, i hate you, $#%&^%*&^*, i still hate you, don't ever contact me again<<
gotta go, am still rushing my powerpoint out for tmr!!!! >,< st*pid assignment...
**pussycat dolls are on mah' playlist, ROCK ON, B*TCHES!!!!
suki.luna/jaws/AMELIA
