Mood: EXCITED
Listening: Kidnap My Heart by The Click 5

Guess what?!

I’ve just received a call from XXX, to head down for an interview this Monday! (For those who don’t know what I am talking about, too bad. XP)

I am so… So… So EXCITED!!! Immediately after the call, I gave a call to Ms Deon to inform her I ‘might’ get a place there! She said to go for it, and not hesitate to grab the place first.

After that, I called otou-san to tell him the good news. I was pretty worried too, cause we are left with very little time to get a place in the hotels. He said “Don’t worry, take it slow.” Daddy’s so sweet! XD

Later on, I sms-ed Ms Saadiah, Mr Francis and Ms Pauline. Ms Saadiah replied “Gd. Go for it.” But I still had some concerns and I told her I don’t have much confidence in convincing the HR personnel to take me as a trainee. She told me not to worry and she has confidence in me.

I also sms-ed ‘him’, cause just yesterday I was sms-ing him about my worries in the Industrial Attachment. He told me to “Jia You”.

Ms Pauline called me back at around 7pm, telling me that this would be a good place for my personality, and me as this place needs people who are versatile and positive. I did tell her my concerns, about how I felt not confident enough to convince the HR department. She assured me that I would be able to do so! She also continued saying that no matter what I am given to do, I will definitely do it. She believes in me, I guess so…

I’m going to do my BEST then!

God, give me the wisdom, so that during this interview I can ace it, and convince them to accept me as a trainee. And also give me the maturity to think through what I am going to answer during the interview, as this concerns my future as a fellow hotelier in the industry. I need confidence, bravery for this interview.

Gaah! I need my CONFIDENCE!!!

**Wanted to have a fashion photoshoot on Monday, but since got interview, hmm, I’ll postpone it to a later date…

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Mood: kinda happy, yet sad in a way…
Listening: P.D.A. by John Legend

To: Babes & Dudes of HA 2007, HK 2008

Cultural Night will be coming up very soon.

We’re going to enjoy ourselves till we are all high.
We’re going to enjoy till we are giddy with the stars in the sky.
We’re going to enjoy and giggle ourselves silly about things that we were wrong about when we first started.
We’re going to enjoy every little moments of our lives before we lose them completely.

I’m going to miss you.
Yes, I will.
We’re just left with this few days here.
After this, we’ll be off to the battle ground.
We won’t see each other any longer.
We won’t see each other for another 6 months, unless we pass by each other on the streets
I will smile at you, thinking of the time we have been together.
The battles we have won and lost.
The time we have commonly shared.
Photos that we took while some of us left.
We will probably feel awkward for a while, but after this.
We won’t.
Ensure me, alright?

I wish I could say much about how I feel for you.
About your significance in my life.
About how much I didn’t enjoyed your company in the first place when we started.
But after this, we’re going to just throw this at the back of our mind.
It’s over already.
It’s our future we’re going to live for.

I wish for your success in life.
I wish for your happiness in your life.
I wish for your forgiving, for what I have done to you, no matter how long it happened ago.
Forgive me, will you?

Remember me.

Love you always,
JAWS of HK 2008

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