hey, guys. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry for being so self-centred this few weeks. You guys have been there for me, yet I've treated you guys like shit. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me. To tell you the truth, I think, you guys won't even forgive me for what I've did.

But i'll say it once again. I'M SORRY.

Labels: SORRY

suki.luna's now on a pottermania!!!! X3 hahaX... am just so in lurve with the world of magic!!!! just a pity, that i'm a MUGGLE/SQUIB (hahaX..)!!!! >,<

suki.luna just bought this unofficial "deathly hallows" predictions book, "What will Happen in Harry Potter 7". Read almost more than half the book since 12 noon. X3 heheX... Has stuff/predictions like whether is Harry a horcrux, who lives who dies, severus snape is a good or a bad guy(which i strongly think he is a GOOD guy, and he has a crush on Lily Evans~~~~ *sings* sevvy has a crush on LILY~~~)...! just can't wait to get the last book!!!! ms j.k.rowling, please don't kill Harry~~~~ *pleads with puppy-dog eyes* please~~~

Labels: harry potter, pottermania, squib suki.luna

ara, ara... suki.luna been a bad girl lately. have been giving people a lot attitude problem liao. gomen. >,<

to weitin...
"Fourthly to AMELIA:
alwayz take sweet frm her...jus lky wat i alwayz do in sec sch life...a happi go lucky person n sometime wont show her emo...a coz player...n tis was my first time havin a coz player frend"

eek!!! just saw what you wrote to me! >,< maybe it's true that i hide my feelings, cause i don't like hurting people with me emotions. i probably grew up like this, hahaX... (and i'm still laughing...) lurve u loTS...

to dolly...
hahaX... got to know you on my first week along with weitin...! X3 hahaX... very jovial... laughter is as infectious as weitin de... huggies u lots...

to amanda...
amanda~~~ i wanna hump eeuuu~~~~ hahaX... got to know since the first day of class...!!!!! somehow i can see something in you, that's like me in the past... gaaahhh.... what the heck with my spellings errors... >,<

to danial...
ama kiss you!!! hahaX... you're really a very nice guy, you make me feel special in a way that i couldn't really describe! you're just like a lil' brother to me...!!!

to jiayong, a.k.a. jiamin/jiejie...
jiejie, suki.luna think you very de humourous de....!!! though you seem slightly tao the first day you're in our HA class!!! X3 hahaX... i'll always remember you as jiejie de, no worries...!!!!

to huifen...
hmmm... you're like a meimei, i thought you're actually my age...!!!! gaaahhh~~~ also enjoys YAOI manga like me...!!!! heheX... shares YAOI mangas with euuu lots....

to 'HA...
really, i thank God for placing me in this class & this course. though we were not that comfortable with each others at first, but guess what...? we're now like a FAMILY! huggies for everyone!!! muacks~

Labels: hospitality operations, hugs and lurves, thanks

cowabunga!!!! my bloggy is finally back in order...!!!!!! hahaX.... X3

okie... it's really been a stressful week, i admit... ggaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!! i better find a better to de-stress, every1 really avoiding me like the plague liao... >,<

yahOO!!!!! i'm soooooo TAOTALLY in lurve w/ HARRY POTTER!!!!!!!! hahaX... jus bought the marauder's map, harry potter admission letter & the latest movie's leaflet (which is in Japanes) a few days backkk~~~~~ yea~~~~~ i'm draco's lil b*tch le...!!!! hahaX... hmmm... though i really need sm help to settle everythg in my HP team, unlike sm ungrateful idiots (u tink i'll name dem, never...)... jus help curs & me okay...? we are oso busy w/ ou8r own lives, and we cant possibly be able to settle every freaking details...!!!! dun p*ss me off...

gggggaaaaahhhhhh!!!!!!! i jus wanna settle my stuff jus b4 event!!!!!!!!! argh....

Dementors don't run, they glide.

Labels: costumes, gaah, harry potter, help

Gaaahh!!!! There is some problems with my bloggy~~~~~ no!!!!!! >,<

Hmmm… been busy the past few wks and real lazy to really write a proper blog entry, forgive me! *sigh* this past few weeks lot of things actually happened, though I do not really know how to go about it…

#1 – I’m currently studying in Higher Nitec in Hospitality Operations! HahaX… I enjoy my course a lot!!! X3 made good friends in there, lecturers who were actually passionate with what they were doing, unlike the teachers you see in Primary & Secondary!!! HahaX… it’s true what… they seem to hate their job so much , that they loathe the students… hahaX… Gotta thank God for giving me a chance to take this course!!!!!

#2 – Well, I’m juggling between night class & school now… just pray that God will give me more strength to come… heheX… cause I fell sick after Labour Day, and have not really recovered… >,<

#3 – I’m tempted to join back Red Cross ar,,, maybe as a alumni or something like that… hope I could be back as a senior not as a ma’am, too much stress, time involved.

#4 – I’ve been TOUCHED by GOD again!!! X3 hahaX… after 2 failed relationships (partly to do with my greediness), I’ve been backsliding a LOT. Yes, really a lot. But God has put me on track again. God, just change me to be more like you, okay…?

#5 - Danial actually said I was strong, to tell you the truth, I’m not at all. It was God who gave me the strength, to carry on with life. Coming from a broken family, I do have my fair share of burdens. Maybe it was because my mum did not really make the effort to tell us about their upcoming divorce or it could be because of my ignorance. My sister (from what I feel/see) look up to me for advice & for a listening ear, my mum’s friends see me as a matured individual, my classmates has a mother AND A FATHER. Well, I wasn’t really a good older sister to her, I am also not really mature in my thinking, and I’m pretty jealous of the rest for having a father as a breadwinner of their family. HahaX… Yes, suki does get jealous… X3 I’m a human, I have urges & needs. (sh*t, it sounds so R-rated) It’s God who is there for me, ever since I was formed. He was my father figure. He brought people to me, as I grew up into an individual. He also took away fears. I used to be afraid of being alone,(that’s why I talk a LOT, as a distraction), I used to be scared of losing people I love, I was also a loner in class (hmm, me a loner, so wrong, right…?) well, God is always there for everyone. Danial, thank you for really being there for me…!!! Ama kiss euuu~~~~

#6 – God, the man of my life has to be tall, wear specs, gentlemen, kind, mature, and most of all…. A man after God’s HEART!!!!! HahaX… some guys is not even a man lor… hahaX… like someone I kno wfrom class, so chauvinist de… Don’t allow ladies go first… guys should actually go through a GENTLEMEN course…

hahaX... have nt done any blogging lately... >,< arGH... am sick now... gt dis stupid cough...!!! feel like taking MC tmr...

lots of thgs happened ar... in school, my personal life too... hahaX... my ex wanted to patch back w/ me! whoa, he's crazy ar... anyway, i rejected him. hahaX...

i lurve my harry potter team!!!!!! X3