I will see you mates, in the hospitality industry again.

Wait for me aite? (:

Labels: 2010, friends, HPO, life

Did I ever say it was YOU? :)

Please tell me which blog of mine did you chance upon on.

oh wait, it was my LJ you're reading...!!!!!! 8D


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Don't you dare make me shoot you down with every single word you wrote, you are contradicting yourself.

Labels: 2009, believing, HK, HPO, i am prettier than you, indifferent, ITE, the end

my dear 'friend'/whoever/anonymous-shitface,

could you at least use a name when commenting on my blog entry?! 8D

be a brave little girl/boy/human-beings...! \o/

Do I even know you in the first place?
Why are you even calling me by a nick my OTHER friends call me by? :D

link: http://suki-luna.livejournal.com/65701.html

whoever-this-random-babe/dude-is reply:

"hi suki, i think he lost his way when he was with his class, his groupie. it was a whole lot of bad influence that was pulling him all the way to the negative side. he may look happy to you on the outside yes. but on the inside, you never know how bad and dark his soul has already been affected. all mainly because of the type of friends he had. You see, good friends respect one another. Respect doesn't only mean say thank you or not being rude. But respect means you don't say crude remarks about your friend's gf/bf. You don't tell your friend to turn your back on his partner. Thats not respect. Friends don't share videos of sexual acts and encourage each other. Friends don't go around to Geylang to look at those prostitutes. If thats what you call friends, I think its better not to have those kind of friends right? I am not saying its you. im saying his mates. good friends should respect one anothers gf bf and respect each others religion. and good friends don't talk dirty about their sex life openly. thats confidential don't you agree? See, thats why he started pulling away from you people. Cos he realised its making his soul unclean. Please dont take it to heart, i am not directing this to you. i am just trying to explain to you the reason for his departure from the class.

Thanks. "

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Read this:

"Get this fact into your brain.

My dearest friend, I have never gave up on you.

It was you who did so....! Our friendship...!

You changed your number, no one knew where you fucking are anymore....!
*Guess what? You want me to STALK you? 8D

Ask yourself this question, who were the ones who actually did this sexual talk?
Did the girls from Kitchenette and SGA do so? What about me?

If we did, I'm probably screwing one of the girls happily, or maybe you if I'm/was desperate. 8D

Ask yourself another question, who went to ask KAK which Hotel 81 to go to?
Please do not pretend I did not see you asking her for "ADVICE", what a hypocrite.

Remember to use a condom, my friend! \o/"

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To my dearest bibik~

Your comment is real appreciated...!!!!! >_< thank you!

"Ahh. Amelia, this guy was once the talent of the class. Surely he did impacted the class in one ways or another and I am so very sure why you'd miss him even after he "disappeared" for probably various reasons.

Gees, I didn't know the class has causes the guy's soul to bet dirty. Maybe 'cause the class sing and cheered too much. Or maybe because the classmates are just being normal teenagers whose curiosity outshines every other aspects. Oh boy, Amelia. Its sad that this had to happen. The once cheerful (oh well, sadly no one knows that hes sad inside) guy has changed for the better is some other funny way.

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Itsokay, The rest is still there for you, no matter what. "

gosh! thank you so much....!!!!!!!!!!!! >_<

Labels: 2009, friends, grown up, HK, HPO, i am prettier than you, ITE, letters to..., life, more than words, sarcasm with love, SEXYBACK, whatever, why hermoine

to my dearest buddy

Dear Danial Triadi Yusof



I miss you. *This picture was taken during one of our Class Annual Car Wash Drive.




You were my buddy, my closest friend way back when we were still a Year 1 student in the Higher NITEC of Hospitality Operations, in 2007.




You knew I had to change, and you were there to guide me through it, through the pain and hurt. Didn't you realised how much you had impacted me ever since...? :(




You were sad, and I was there for you. I was sad, and you did the same too.




We made stupid jokes and made a fool of ourselves, but we were still happy people.




You encouraged me all these while, though there was once we both lost our cool.




But slowly through the months, it seemed as if I, no it's we, have lost you along the way. Like as if you fell through the cracks when we didn't had our eyes on you.




My dearest buddy, Danial Triadi Yusof, I miss you, so does everyone from our class HA/HK.




I was hoping I could see you for the last time before everyone else's go their own ways.
I was hoping we could all share our last laughter during the ceremony.
I was hoping we would smile and wink at each other, with the mischevious sparkles in our eyes.



But apparently, it did not happened.
You, my dear friend, you weren't there to witness it all.




It felt so odd, after that, like the story wasn't completed, a fullstop that went missing after the comma, the book without the cover.




I am beginning to feel the emptiness now, your presence.




I would really hope to talk to you soon, to catch up with you soon.




Your Sincerely
The AWESOME JAWS* WHO MISSES HER BUDDY.

Labels: 2009, friends, hospitality operations, HPO, ITE, life, STALK, taking a step, thanks, that was then, to-do list

tomorrow am meeting the ECM girls to go to you-know-where.





MISS YOU GIRLS LOADS!

Labels: 2009, friends, happy, HPO, set me free, trips

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Labels: 2009, attachment, friends, hospitality operations, HPO, the end

Labels: 2009, hospitality operations, HPO, pfft

Labels: 2009, feelings, hospitality operations, HPO

Labels: 2009, final year, HK, hospitality operations, HPO

Rule One:
You will receive a body. You may love it or hate it, but it will be yours for the duration of your life on Earth.

Rule Two:
You will be presented with lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called 'life.' Each day in this school you will have the opportunity to learn lessons. You may like the lessons or hate them, but you have designed them as part of your curriculum.

Rule Three:
There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation, a series of trials, errors, and occasional victories. The failed experiments are as much a part of the process as the experiments that work.

Rule Four:
A lesson is repeated until learned. Lessons will be repeated to you in various forms until you have learned them. When you have learned them, you can then go on to the next lesson.

Rule Five:
Learning does not end. There is no part of life that does not contain lessons. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned.

Rule Six:
'There' is no better than 'here'. When your 'there' has become a 'here,' you will simply obtain a 'there' that will look better to you than your present 'here'.

Rule Seven:
Others are only mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself.

Rule Eight:
What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you do with them is up to you.

Rule Nine:
Your answers lie inside of you. All you need to do is look, listen, and trust.

Rule Ten:
You will forget all of this at birth. You can remember it if you want by unravelling the double helix of inner knowing.

--Cherie Carter-Scott, From "If Life is a Game, These are the Rules"
http://www.ijourney.org/audio.php?op=play&tid=521

Labels: 2009, afterthoughts, blessed, don't cry, forgiveness, gimme, girls, HK, HPO, pretty lights

Labels: HPO, not looking, over you, p*ssed, ruBBISH, SCREW OFF LAR

Mood: ELATED! HAPPY! ON CLOUD 9!
Listening: Turn Me On by Kevin Lyttle ft. Spragga Benz

To HIM>> 很開心! 因为你在我的profile, reply了我! 我好開心!!! 你还为我加油, 很高兴, 很感激你…! 谢谢你, though I feel I’m so much immature, 不懂能从哪里能了解你.

我 真希望我能够懂这么 give up on 个感情, 因为这是 one-sided the feelings that I have for you. I wanted to hate you, for not being that straightforward with your feelings, but I still can’t, cause you’re just being yourself and you needed time.

我想给你我的心, 我的爱, 我的祝福, 可是我还是有点给不了, 放不下.

I wish you would really pay more attention on me, not because I’m a cosplayer or the-girl-who-has-a-crush on you, but I want you to look at me as the person that I am. I want to be treasured as the girl that I am. I do not want to be taken for granted, like what other people are doing to me, because I’m afraid.

I wish we could be like friends, if we ain’t a couple, being friends shouldn’t be a problem right?

I wish I had the guts to let you read this entry.

在这世上想拥有你的人, 在默默守护你笑容的人, 你会选泽谁呢？

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You think things could have stayed the same, if you done nothing to it
But have you really wondered how things will be, if you begin with the first step?

If I were you, I’ll still try it
I still do it; no matter how much hurt I’ll have to handle at the end

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And guess what?

I’ve just receive a call from Sentosa Resort & Spa, that I’ll be a trainee at the PR department for the next 6 months…! Am heading down tomorrow to sign the contract!!!

Him: “work hard n work smart.. :-)"
Otou-san: “Congratulations and well done. Work hard, work smart and keep a low profile unless u want to shine.”
Ms Pauline: “That’s great congrats”
Mr Francis: “Thx. Congrats”
Ms Saadiah: “Congrats”

Thanks for the well wishes…!!!

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God, what a day it has been…!!!

Labels: attachment, him, HPO, school, sentosa resort and spa

mood: erm, no mood lar...
listening: the voice within by christina aguilera

sigh. next week final paper for ECM... still got another 5 chapters to finish up on. gaah... need to read them ALL OVER AGAIN, so yeah, i won't be having a life till next monday, after that can...



FOCUS ON MY ハチミッとクロㅡバㅡ HONEY & CLOVER COSPLAY!!!! i've gotta go purchase the materials for her dress and huge leaf, i alost forgot that i had a wig that looks pretty much like her hair, except for the fringe, gotta do centre parting for this girl. sigh. everything must hand-sew, no one else helping. i hope it'll really turn out fine...! XD


btw, friends who are looking forward to blog link me, do email me, the email address is available at my profile there, under the link 'email'.

*p.s. if YOU have no intention to blog link me *notice: OLD CLASSMATES*, just get the f*ck out of my blog. only stupid ppl keep links of ppl who don't treat them as friends. so yeah, you can try me if you want. *i am so tempted to delete old contacts/links from my previous school...*

ciao.

Labels: cosplay, costumes, HK, HPO

Mood: EXCITED
Listening: Kidnap My Heart by The Click 5

Guess what?!

I’ve just received a call from XXX, to head down for an interview this Monday! (For those who don’t know what I am talking about, too bad. XP)

I am so… So… So EXCITED!!! Immediately after the call, I gave a call to Ms Deon to inform her I ‘might’ get a place there! She said to go for it, and not hesitate to grab the place first.

After that, I called otou-san to tell him the good news. I was pretty worried too, cause we are left with very little time to get a place in the hotels. He said “Don’t worry, take it slow.” Daddy’s so sweet! XD

Later on, I sms-ed Ms Saadiah, Mr Francis and Ms Pauline. Ms Saadiah replied “Gd. Go for it.” But I still had some concerns and I told her I don’t have much confidence in convincing the HR personnel to take me as a trainee. She told me not to worry and she has confidence in me.

I also sms-ed ‘him’, cause just yesterday I was sms-ing him about my worries in the Industrial Attachment. He told me to “Jia You”.

Ms Pauline called me back at around 7pm, telling me that this would be a good place for my personality, and me as this place needs people who are versatile and positive. I did tell her my concerns, about how I felt not confident enough to convince the HR department. She assured me that I would be able to do so! She also continued saying that no matter what I am given to do, I will definitely do it. She believes in me, I guess so…

I’m going to do my BEST then!

God, give me the wisdom, so that during this interview I can ace it, and convince them to accept me as a trainee. And also give me the maturity to think through what I am going to answer during the interview, as this concerns my future as a fellow hotelier in the industry. I need confidence, bravery for this interview.

Gaah! I need my CONFIDENCE!!!

**Wanted to have a fashion photoshoot on Monday, but since got interview, hmm, I’ll postpone it to a later date…

Labels: before-thoughts, boo-yeah, directions, enjoy, final year, gaah, ganbatte, gimme, grown up, hospitality operations, HPO, hugs and lurves, ITE, JAWS, leaving, lost, MAJOR

Mood: kinda happy, yet sad in a way…
Listening: P.D.A. by John Legend

To: Babes & Dudes of HA 2007, HK 2008

Cultural Night will be coming up very soon.

We’re going to enjoy ourselves till we are all high.
We’re going to enjoy till we are giddy with the stars in the sky.
We’re going to enjoy and giggle ourselves silly about things that we were wrong about when we first started.
We’re going to enjoy every little moments of our lives before we lose them completely.

I’m going to miss you.
Yes, I will.
We’re just left with this few days here.
After this, we’ll be off to the battle ground.
We won’t see each other any longer.
We won’t see each other for another 6 months, unless we pass by each other on the streets
I will smile at you, thinking of the time we have been together.
The battles we have won and lost.
The time we have commonly shared.
Photos that we took while some of us left.
We will probably feel awkward for a while, but after this.
We won’t.
Ensure me, alright?

I wish I could say much about how I feel for you.
About your significance in my life.
About how much I didn’t enjoyed your company in the first place when we started.
But after this, we’re going to just throw this at the back of our mind.
It’s over already.
It’s our future we’re going to live for.

I wish for your success in life.
I wish for your happiness in your life.
I wish for your forgiving, for what I have done to you, no matter how long it happened ago.
Forgive me, will you?

Remember me.

Love you always,
JAWS of HK 2008

Labels: before-thoughts, change, cultural night 2008, final year, forgiveness, HK, HPO, JAWS, prom night, what about maturity, with lurve

Mood: bloddy *doot*
Listening: See You Again by Miley Cyrus

HPO Year 2 just had our Fund-Raising for Cultural Night on 7th August 2008! And it was a success, in a way!

Ms Pauline was in-charge of this fund-raising, combining both the Final Year students, which is your truly! Many of my classmates were sent to do car wash, the rest were told to be at the booth. *Btw, I was one of the students that were being sent to the car park booth* The rest of them at the booth did henna, hair/makeover, nails, and drinks.

HPO Year 2 assembled at 9am, as Ms Pauline assigned and re-confirmed which students was doing what again. I went to my booth and stayed there, waiting to get the drinks *someone was supposed to take for us*. The crowd started coming in at around 10 plus, all of a sudden, I began to shout, “Lelong, Lelong, drinks for sale, drinks for sale”. Merlin, I felt like a bumbling idiot in Pasar Malam. But I felt kind encouraged when kitchenette began to do the same thing along as Khai, trying to get more business, as I was struggling alone at my booth *do not ask where was my 3 other partners*. At that was where the fun began! Thank Merlin, for them, if not sales wouldn’t be that good…! After that my hand began to itch, so I whipped out my (mum’s) digital camera and started shooting the people at both the car wash and booth. I even did henna, Via designed it beautifully! PSP, Fad, Michael & Vick managed to get into the quarter-finals *I think*, but they lost! But it’s okay; we all know they did their best already! I cam-whored a bit, before shooting the rest again. XP

HL girls were pretty helpful too! They took the cans of drinks and started asking around for people to buy the drinks! I wish I could have helped a little more though, my feet began to ache again… I’m sorry! >,<

We ended the whole fund-raising at around 2, including cleaning up. Just out of the sake of palying Nintendo Wii, I dragged Sunarti along, and we began a challenge, competing against each other, and we had loads of fun thrashing each other. *She thrashed me 2 to 1.* Lol. But it was really fun, with this new type of technology, it makes you want to move around even more. Nintendo Wii even came out with Yoga! Omg! I feel like buying! *Been kinda Yoga crazy for quite sometime, though haven’t really begin doing it* Nintendo Wii shall be my next goal!

**Gaah! Saw him! I kinda went flustered for a while before turning away. And I thought I’m over from this crush already… He was behind when I was playing Nintendo Wii with Sunarti ar… God, he probably saw me thrashing Sunarti in Mortal Kombat Armaggedeon…

suki.luna
wants
a
NINTENDO Wii!!!!

Whee!

Labels: HK, HPO