Sunday, 15 November 2009 @ 2:12:00 pm
i speak alien language!
Did I ever say it was YOU? :)
Please tell me which blog of mine did you chance upon on.
oh wait, it was my
LJ you're reading...!!!!!! 8D
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Don't you dare make me shoot you down with every single word you wrote, you are contradicting yourself.
Labels: 2009, believing, HK, HPO, i am prettier than you, indifferent, ITE, the end
Friday, 17 April 2009 @ 12:26:00 pm
i don't need you anymore
It’s funny when you found it so easy to rattle things off your mouth, without giving a thought for what I did. Was it so easy for you to pin the blame on me, when it is others who don’t give the chance?
You told me your girlfriend saw your messages and she went crazy. But have you realized how lonely my nights were without you? How much I was pining for you to take me away from where I am?
You are mad because I could not give you what you wanted, because taking was the easiest for you. Don’t’ you ever put words in my mouth about me being demanding, it goes to you too.
I don’t fucking care, if your sister is my good friend, and some people might read this, because I don’t fucking bother about you anymore.
I don’t exist, neither do you.
*I added you at Facebook, it’s really up to you to accept it, fucker.
raidaime: you told me not to bother with this type of bastard anymore, i am taking up your words on this. love you. :)
Labels: afterthoughts, friends, i am prettier than you, silly, the end, unrequited love, updates
Wednesday, 25 March 2009 @ 9:29:00 am
love me tender, love me sweet, STRIKE 3 AND YOU’RE OUT!
Dear Mr A.
It seems I have been on a ride all this while.
The calls you made,
The smses you sent,
The dates that we had,
Seemed to be some kind of a joke to you.
I enjoyed how you held me in your arms, the feeling that someone was protecting me.
I enjoyed how you pulled me close to you, the warmth that we shared for that half hour or so.
I enjoyed how you kissed me, like something I have never felt before though it still felt familiar in a way.
But looking at how you are not responding, you are trying to tell me something, aren’t you? That was all a pathetic sick joke, that I was just YOUR TOY, nothing more than that…!
We seem to be playing baseball.
“STRIKE 3 and youuuuu’rrrreeeee OUT…!!!!!!”
I asked and you declined, it seemed that you never wanted me in your life at all.
I kept my silence all these while, too afraid to say anything more than that, because losing love ones hurts like hell.
Were you mad because you had what you needed and you wanted more?
Were you mad because I asked more than I could give?
Were you mad because I wasn’t the girl you think I was?
TELL ME.
I ain’t psychic, ‘hun.
I am tired of this stupid game we are playing.
I am tired of guessing what you have in your mind.
I am tired of being the ‘housewife’ trying not to disturb her ‘husband’.
DAMNIT.
Well…
MAKE UP YOUR MIND.
WHEN YOU HAVE DONE SO,
CONTACT ME AGAIN,
AND TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT,
MY NUMBER WILL REMAIN THE WAY IT IS.
In other words, what matters now is you sorting out your mind and heart., I know what I want, I am just waiting for the answers. Oh wait, I think I know the answers already.
Yours sincerely
Amelia
A good friend of your sister’s
*Hey, I am going to make a drastic change in my life. Just wait and see. ;)
**It wouldn’t be nice if I hurt you right? :)
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sidenotes
#1: I need to buck up on my sewing skills, need them in the VERY, VERY, VERY NEAR FUTURE. KTHCCB.
#2: SHERYL NOME!!!!!! YOU ARE LOVE DESU~
#3: IF I WERE TO SEE YOU THIS WEEKEND, HOW WILL IT END UP, I WONDER? I GUESS IT WILL BE NO SURPRISE IF YOU DON’T TURN UP.
Labels: 2009, letters to..., relationships, the end
Wednesday, 18 March 2009 @ 12:29:00 pm
To HA-2007/HK-2008
Dear Babes & Dude of HA-2007/HK-2008
Hope that you guys are doing well for the final week of attachment (though some have also ended theirs already).
It has been my honor to be in the same class as you guys for over the period of 1 1/2 years since April 2007. I am glad to know you guys too, especially the people whom I have worked with in major projects. There have been loads of happy & sad times that we had stuck together and we are still going strong. I missed the times we have all shared...!
I do hope to be in contact with you guys, be it over Facebook or email or even through sms/phonecalls. Please do not hesitate to drop me a call or sms.
If there’s any future class outing, do include me too.
I sincerely wish all the HK people all the best in your future academic/career path. We will cross path soon too.
Many thanks,
Amelia Ang/TEH' AWESOME JAWS
JAWS in Wonderland ---
i am not going to cry.
but i am sure going to miss the times we had spent together.
it's the memories that matters now.
Labels: 2009, attachment, friends, hospitality operations, HPO, the end
suki.luna/jaws/AMELIA
