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Labels: 2009, attachment, friends, hospitality operations, HPO, the end

Mood: ELATED! HAPPY! ON CLOUD 9!
Listening: Turn Me On by Kevin Lyttle ft. Spragga Benz

To HIM>> 很開心! 因为你在我的profile, reply了我! 我好開心!!! 你还为我加油, 很高兴, 很感激你…! 谢谢你, though I feel I’m so much immature, 不懂能从哪里能了解你.

我 真希望我能够懂这么 give up on 个感情, 因为这是 one-sided the feelings that I have for you. I wanted to hate you, for not being that straightforward with your feelings, but I still can’t, cause you’re just being yourself and you needed time.

我想给你我的心, 我的爱, 我的祝福, 可是我还是有点给不了, 放不下.

I wish you would really pay more attention on me, not because I’m a cosplayer or the-girl-who-has-a-crush on you, but I want you to look at me as the person that I am. I want to be treasured as the girl that I am. I do not want to be taken for granted, like what other people are doing to me, because I’m afraid.

I wish we could be like friends, if we ain’t a couple, being friends shouldn’t be a problem right?

I wish I had the guts to let you read this entry.

在这世上想拥有你的人, 在默默守护你笑容的人, 你会选泽谁呢？

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You think things could have stayed the same, if you done nothing to it
But have you really wondered how things will be, if you begin with the first step?

If I were you, I’ll still try it
I still do it; no matter how much hurt I’ll have to handle at the end

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And guess what?

I’ve just receive a call from Sentosa Resort & Spa, that I’ll be a trainee at the PR department for the next 6 months…! Am heading down tomorrow to sign the contract!!!

Him: “work hard n work smart.. :-)"
Otou-san: “Congratulations and well done. Work hard, work smart and keep a low profile unless u want to shine.”
Ms Pauline: “That’s great congrats”
Mr Francis: “Thx. Congrats”
Ms Saadiah: “Congrats”

Thanks for the well wishes…!!!

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God, what a day it has been…!!!

Labels: attachment, him, HPO, school, sentosa resort and spa