Wednesday, 16 September 2009 @ 1:41:00 pm
i miss you, my dearest friend
to my dearest buddy
Dear Danial Triadi Yusof
I miss you. *This picture was taken during one of our Class Annual Car Wash Drive.
You were my buddy, my closest friend way back when we were still a Year 1 student in the Higher NITEC of Hospitality Operations, in 2007.
You knew I had to change, and you were there to guide me through it, through the pain and hurt. Didn't you realised how much you had impacted me ever since...? :(
You were sad, and I was there for you. I was sad, and you did the same too.
We made stupid jokes and made a fool of ourselves, but we were still happy people.
You encouraged me all these while, though there was once we both lost our cool.
But slowly through the months, it seemed as if I, no it's we, have lost you along the way. Like as if you fell through the cracks when we didn't had our eyes on you.
My dearest buddy, Danial Triadi Yusof, I miss you, so does everyone from our class HA/HK.
I was hoping I could see you for the last time before everyone else's go their own ways.
I was hoping we could all share our last laughter during the ceremony.
I was hoping we would smile and wink at each other, with the mischevious sparkles in our eyes.
But apparently, it did not happened.
You, my dear friend, you weren't there to witness it all.
It felt so odd, after that, like the story wasn't completed, a fullstop that went missing after the comma, the book without the cover.
I am beginning to feel the emptiness now, your presence.
I would really hope to talk to you soon, to catch up with you soon.
Your Sincerely
The AWESOME JAWS* WHO MISSES HER BUDDY. Labels: 2009, friends, hospitality operations, HPO, ITE, life, STALK, taking a step, thanks, that was then, to-do list
Tuesday, 20 January 2009 @ 12:01:00 am
stop being silly
dear silly little girl a.k.a. suki.luna, a.k.a. TEH' AWESOME JAWS
sometimes i myself want to laugh at you
but i do not know where to begin with
sometimes i myself wish to shake you out from this dream
but i do not know how to do so
yes, you might think i am being a b*tch
but you gotta learn to grow up
REAL FAST
everyone ain't waiting for you any longer
you need to pick yourself up
because you can only do so by yourself
you want the stars, the moon and the skies
fight for it!
i believe in you
believing in yourself will be the biggest adventure you will ever have
you know you have came a long way through these few years of pain and sorrow
people are envious of your cheeriness for what had happened
people find it amazing that you have picked yourself up when others forsake you
you know there are people out there to pull you down, because they hate your guts
guess what?
well done!
but one more thing you should do
it is to...
take a huge leap of FAITH
to find the new you
from
the silly little girl a.k.a. suki.luna, a.k.a. TEH' AWESOME JAWS
Labels: believing, letters to..., silly, taking a step
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