It gets pretty amazing to me at times, about human nature. It seems like everyone’s so contradicting, myself included.
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People will come up to me and tell me stuff like how so-and-so left him/her out and literally kick them out of their lives. Then they leave you after they are done with you. Isn’t it contradicting?
If you dislike people leaving you in the lurch when you need them, why don’t you not do it to others too? The kettle calling the pot black, you know that?
Sometimes you got to ask yourself, it might be the so-and-so’s fault, but always remember this. It takes 1 to know, 2 to clap. So it also meant that you might have also done something in return for so-and-so reciprocate. So don’t go blaming them for leaving you, you made your choice, so did they.
But sometimes I think you wouldn’t understand how much it meant, afterall you’re still a XMM.
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There are times I need to leave my relationships too. Many might wonder I must be cold-hearted to do it, but guess what? I am not. I choose to end it faster and earlier as it wouldn’t be fair for me to carry on something which seriously will not change.
Why would anyone still continue to wait for changes that will never ever happen?
So it means I will also not hesitate to leave you if I have to. Be it my friends, lover, family.
--- I would say I am a very reasonable person within reasonable means.
You treat me well, I will treat you well back in return.
You don’t treat me well, just head to Hell alright? Someone I know has already reserved the spot for you.
If you continue to keep things to yourself and start your nonsense like emo-ing, please don’t mind if I fuck you up. You deserve it so badly that you didn’t realized that people like us have been real patient to wait. To wait for you to tell us what is going on.
I can actually give you an actual solution to your problem.
JUST LET IT GO.
There isn’t any point for you to continue on like this, torturing both yourself and your friends. You should see through the problem, all you need to do is to learn to let go. I would empathies with you as I have been through similar route before. The answer was all along in front of me, yet I couldn’t do so myself. I learned it the hard way, family couldn’t understand exactly the problem, friends left me and me? I was stuck in this dark place, not knowing my next step.
Aren’t you one lucky child? To have us all around you?
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Why is it so amazing that certain people love to play stunts on facebook? Like changing your relationship status ever so quickly? This isn’t a fashion show, my dear.
Do you know changing your relationship status frequently, shows your confusion about love? Like how much one might be confused about their sexuality?
Show your maturity by holding yourself back to see the actual problem in your relationship, rather than being a ‘show-off’, switching your relationship status every few days. It’s an eyesore especially if you do it more than 3 times.
You realized he might not have been loving you like how you do to him. But do note, in love, there will always be one party who loves more than the other. It’s a strange concept to explain, perhaps only experiencing it thoroughly you would really comprehend the situation. So be a strong girl and work it out?
You probably lack the inner peace, like what I have been telling the BF for some time already.
--- I dislike long status updates on facebook. It seems to have turned into an essay not an update. Probably I should email the facebook management to create a word limit for your account.
Do you know why I dislike long updates? Cause it’s like an never-ending advertisement.
In advertising, you should have punchlines and brings in suckers to buy your products. If you were to see long-winded advertisement slogans, won’t you get irritated? You probably get so turned-off, everytime you see it in the media, be it print, tv or radio, you would roll your eyes so often.
Please note I am also an old lady, the font size seems to have shrunk through time, so please don’t bother to test my eyesight further okay?
--- I love it when certain people asks stupid questions to someone about me being close with a certain person.
Guess what honey? Mind your own business, sensei.
You are no one to me, so don’t go snooping around like Snoop Dog. I can get you a leash if you want though.
If I hear such things again, your name is going down in history.
*p.s. plus personal stuff I can ‘find’ about you *p.s.s. I am a stalker on the sideline.
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It doesn’t really matter to me if you think I am talking about YOU, because I think I have done my part . If you think I am , good for you and improve on your ‘human nature’. If not, still learn from these failures and not repeat the same mistakes again.
Yours Sincerely The JAWS* who is going through bad mood swings
I think I just had too much on my plate for this month.
I need a breather soon.
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There was a man, a lonely man Who lost his love through his indifference A heart that cared, that went unshared Until it died in his silence
And Solitaire's the only game in town And every road that takes him, takes him down And by himself, it's easy to pretend He'll never love again
And keeping to himself he plays the game Without her love it always ends the same While life goes on around him everywhere He's playing Solitaire
Another day, a lonely day So much to say that goes unspoken And through the night, his sleepless nights His eyes are closed, his heart is broken
And Solitaire's the only game in town And every road that takes him, takes him down And by himself it's easy to pretend She's coming back again
And keeping to himself he plays the game Without her love it always ends the same While life goes on around him everywhere He's playing Solitaire
A little hope, goes up in smoke Just how it goes, goes without saying Solitaireee And by himself it's easy to pretend He'll never love again Ohhh
And keeping to himself he plays the game Without her love it always ends the same While life goes on around him everywhere He's playing Solitaire Solitaire, solitaire
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