Tuesday, 13 June 2006 @ 8:12:00 pm
Currently...
listening: FFIX Melodies of Life (instrumental version)
mood: ...dun noe how to explain...i dun like sounding serious... it makes me feel old (come on, i'm close to 16, nt yet 60 wor...) sm wld say i'm mature for my age, i hope ya guys werent wrong... dere's many thgs in life i hate explaining... it's jus a waste of time, when you can actually take ya time to look into it... i wan to b a sister fig to ppl, nt mother fig wor, cause i cant live up to such expectations... i'm nt perfect, neither r u... yes, its true i hate ppl for nt being perfect, cause i know dat dey themselves can b perfect, its jus dat dey dun wan to do so... i wan to try to b perfect, at least to me e thg wld end up to b trouble-free(wtf m i talkin abt...?!)... i act like a kid most of e times... i throw tantrum... i 'bite' ppl... mayb dis is who i m exactly... a gal who acts so much like a kid, who wans thgs to go in her way... not accomodatin to other ppl's needs...argh... why am i writin such post...? smthg is on my mind... but wat is it...?
PK jus came out w/ e Shinobi VCD... i wanna watch it~ i oso wanna watch The King & the Clown~~~ Lee Joon Ki~~~ my love~~~ bishounen~~~ *blushes* it'll b good if i hv such a boyfren/stead... so... omigoodnes... *faints*eep... nw its nt e rite time to fall in love/go steady... dis yr gonna o levels liao... cannot... mus... stay... focus... no to 'love'!!! yes to 'study'!!! oh my... i tink i'll end up w/ my specs degrees more worse than ever... *gulp* i'm oredi close to half-blind le... NO!!!finally, changed my blogskin le... nw its pink ne... usin Ritsuka-chan again~ X3 loveless- crazy liao~ anyway its simple lookin... but mite consider usin my junior de blogskin template she posted on www.blogskin.com dere... quite nice... jus dat slightly not user-friendly... dis is more easy to use, code oso nt dat a lot...hmm... took a couple of pics durin my eng seminar... it was okay, though it was outrageously boring at e first e part of e lecture... bl**dy hell, couldnt make out wat he was talkin abt,... *yawn* & i nearly fell aslp... went to drink a cup of tea durin e break, SC saw me & made dis comment, “Suki, you look like boy wor...” bl**dy hell!!! suki wa otoko ja nai, onna desu!!! and i'm never a boy!!! btw, saw my RC vice-chairman oso... whoa... e way she was dressed as, was like... crap sh*t!!! fake jap-style anyway... so obvious... she even had dis stupid wig thgy on her head, mite as well, go buy a good wig and wear it rite...? shd hv known, took her pic & post it here... and she's damn bl**dy show-off... a liar too...eep... wrote too much stuff... eep... gotta go... before mama nag again... no. of times for usin e word 'bl**dy': 3 (or gt sm more...?)currently...
listening: Harder to Breathe by Maroon 5
feeling :vexedargh... indeed... its getting harder to breathe in dis world... too many rubbish... to many sh*tty stuff... to much pain... i've gt to agree w/ dis line...i talk to much nya... oso spam too much... but i'm happy for wat ever i hv nw...“When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what i mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up...”yes, we'll understand one when we're in one's shoes... its smthg nt difficult to do so... its whether we wan to do so or nt...
suki.luna/jaws/AMELIA
