To: Various People (who are reading and not reading my blog)

*Thank you for making my life a miserable one before.

**And I still can’t thank you enough.

***Really.

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I am determined.

I know what I want.

I am not lost, like the others.

((A PR manager? A photographer? A voiceover actress? A backpacker? A café owner?))

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I have a life.

Not like anyone else.

But just mine alone.

((I am not like some, stuck with certain options.))

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I see things what others don’t.

At other times I don’t see what others see.

Too bad, it is caused by different upbringing.

((Sometimes I wish I were blind.))

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I am ambitious.

I have all these crazy ideas.

Just keep me grounded, will you?

((Sucker for ideas, need my float.))

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I am not strong.

I have more to learn.

But pressure me; you better pray that nothing happens to you.

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It’s funny that you said you love me.

But was it ever true?

You just wanted companionship, not love, dude.

((And I still wondered why I still bothered keeping in touch with you after almost 1 ½ years.))

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I wouldn’t say I wear a mask.

And I wouldn’t say I hate you one bit.

But I would say I need none of your sh*t.

((MYOB/S. Thanks.))

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I gossip like anyone else.

But I don’t backstab others for fame/money/relationship.

You should think about your own actions.

((You are just one childish idiot.))

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You said I was being selfish.

Being ignorant.

What about you f*cker?

((Behave like God’s child, not the Devil’s child, you bastard.))

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When I leave here, don’t fucking miss me.

Don’t.

I don’t deserve your last-minute affection.

((You never made the move before, never should you in the future.))

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Simple as that, I don’t have to spell your name just to p*ss you off.

Your presence irked me.

Shoo.

((Do you get it?))