got this from ayu

dudes, read this. :D

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Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a woman or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

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When she stares at your mouth,
Kiss her.

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummie cause she thinks she's stronger than you,
Grab her and dont let go.

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,
Kiss her and tell her you love her.

When she's quiet,
Ask her whats wrong.

When she ignores you,
Give her your attention.

When she pulls away,
Pull her back.

When you see her at her worst,
Tell her she's beautiful.

When you see her start crying,
Just hold her and don't say a word.

When you see her walking,
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind <3.

When she's scared,
Protect her.

When she steals your favorite hoodie,
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

When she teases you,
Tease her back and make her laugh.

When she doesn't answer for a long time,
Reassure her that everything is okay.

When she looks at you with doubt,
Back yourself up.

When she says that she loves you,
She really does more than you can understand.

When she grabs at your hands,
Hold her's and play with her fingers.

When she bumps into you,
Bump into her back and make her laugh.

When she tells you a secret,
Keep it safe and untold.

When she looks at you in your eyes,
Don't look away until she does.

When she says it's over,
she still wants you to be hers.

When she reposts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.

- When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you.

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"

Labels: 2010, boys, love, meme

About LOVE, what type of a person do you think you are?

For quite sometime, I think I am kind of like Usami Akihiko of Junjou Romantica. When it comes LOVE, you are willing to give up almost anything just to have the person you LOVE by your side. Well, I think I am somewhere between there, though I don’t think I really have the guts to give up EVERYTHING, to make the other party fall in love with you. *I draw a thin line somewhere you see.* I am envious at the part that Usami is able to give out his LOVE without feeling ashamed or whatsoever. Why can’t I be a little bit like this…?

I have been in and out of love, though I have NEVER cheated on anyone in my past relationships. Apparently, God has been kind enough to show what bastards my previous boyfriends were, one was in his 30s, another was sexually-deprived, and the very last guy, a cheating b*stard. One way or another, God was showing me things I have not realised at all. How His LOVE is greater than man on Earth were/are giving me.

It was real sweet that the first guy I dated, treated me like a princess, like a child, like I belonged somewhere. But there was something about him that was never assuring, that he was (and you think i will reveal on this public entry?!)… Things were kind of strange when I began thinking about our future. I took a step and broke up with him weeks later, citing that I am over and done with. And I heard that he left my previous company, probably couldn’t handle a rejection ay?

The second guy? A little close like the first one, but sadly, a sexually-deprived dude. Whenever we are out together, there was a need for me to be in his arms, in within his distance. It was suffocating, though my smses was worse. He never liked the way I handled OUR relationship and neither did I enjoyed the way he handled me, as if I was his toy. He dumped me (if I am correct), and we are just friends ever since. The name of this guy? Make a guess or just ask me. :D

Ah-hah, the last guy. The guy who really took me like a pathetic fool. Sadly, I am much smarter than he is. We were in a relationship for a while, when he began ignoring my smses and calls. Slowly, I realised, I wasn’t the only girl in his life. Damn, stealing boyfriends ain’t my cup of tea, baby. *shrugs* I saw photos of him with a girl pecking his cheeks, when I confronted him, he said that was his OLDER SISTER kissing him in front of his brother-in-law! What a joke! Guys, do your OLDER SISTER ever do that to you in PUBLIC? Hmm, I, as an older sister, wouldn’t do that to my sibling/younger sister. So anyway I pretended I didn’t know anything, but secretly I was collecting information, and one day he TRULY blew it, and I BROKE UP WITH THAT S*CKER. :) (And I love the way it feels when I am SINGLE once again!)

After each relationship, I felt so bad. I felt like I was cheating on God. Imagine how many times have His words keep reflecting in my mind on why shouldn’t I date these bunch of monkeys a.k.a. s*ckers. I was stubborn, refusing to take in ANY single words of His, making me feel more IDIOTIC. Damnit, why didn’t I heed God’s words when I hear it every time, I asked myself this. I felt miserable as I was too afraid of sharing these stupid feelings that I had with friends, though I know some were truly concerned. That’s when I realised how much I am in God’s eyes, through His little actions that kept me sane all these while.

It’s all right now. (Because I have been through WORSE.)

I am fine with being single. Yes, it feels kind of, well, strange, as it is closing on to Valentine’s Day soon in less than a month, but I am happy I am single, for now. Why bother to get yourself hurt by man who only want you as merchandise, instead of a SPECIAL GIRL that you are? If a man LOVES you for who you are, will he pressure you anything, especially SEX? Come on lar, don’t joke with me. Giving up your virginity/chastity for a man like them before MARRIAGE, sucks ‘kay? It’s stupid even in the first place that you believe in HAPPILY EVER AFTER at the age of, what? 16? LOL! Happily ever after is getting married to the man of your life and staying together for better or for worse to get old and die together lar(that means you guys were together for at least half a century…?!). Aiyo, sometimes reading teenagers/people’s problems about SEX ar, want to laugh, also cannot laugh, want to cry also cannot cry. It’s silly to begin with!

But anyway girls, don’t get taken in easily by SOME boys no matter what happens, they are just some buaya-wannabe. :)

*to the boys: not to be a b*tch here, but this a girls-only entry. :)
**to that someone, I still like you after 2 years, but now it is just a wee bit. Give me sometime to get over this, okay…? :) Or maybe just a little more, cause I will see you soon. :) And I will prove to you I am better than you think with my achievements.
***and YES!!!! I ISH FINALLY A SINGLISH USER!!! Or somewhere along that line or two…
****to the adults: don’t kill me for this entry, just needed to share some stuff with teenagers who might be reading my entries.

God, I really thank You for being there for me all these while, though there were times I knew You were very disappointed, especially at the boys I dated before. But God, please give me more of Your wisdom, Your sight, so I do not get taken in easily again. You knew somehow, how much this crush means to me in a way, so teach me to get over this. I need this, cause sometimes it kills me to sms him, I am just being Your silly little girl now… >_<>

Labels: 2009, boys, girls, relationships, reliefed, sex, sharing, SHOCK, why hermoine