dear 'MR XH'

cheebye lar.

you owe me my pictures for over 5 months already, and you still got the &*%^ cheeks to post pictures for other cosplayers?!

don't think i am not watching you, my eyes are always on you. i chose to turn a blind eye to it anyway.

i am utterly disappointed. because i treated you as a friend, but you don't.

YOU BETTER GIVE ME MY PICTURES BEFORE COSFEST. I AM NOT NICE TO TRIFLE WITH WHEN I AM MAD.

Labels: 2009, cheated, dissapointed, feelings, friends, FUCK YOU

mood: XD
listening: FINALLY - fergie

oops. i haven't been updating my blog for a few dys/ weeks... >,<

news update...

#1 - had a picnic photoshoot just last saturday, 29/12/2007! a pity, it kept raining, but suki.luna had lots of fun with curs, togu, sakura hime, sandra and kit!!!! XD

#2 - i *might* be going for SOY event ne, but cosplayin-wise? probably as VK, hina ichigo of ROZEN MAIDEN or random yukata girl ba... but i wanna use my cat ears ne!!! XD heheX. *somehow i resemble ritsuka-chan...*

hmm. who should i really cosplay for the year of 2008 ne... *ponders*


-Li Syaoran of Card cAptor Sakura (project pairing with sakura hime)
-waiter outfit (am sooooo INSPIRED after watching coffee prince on TV)
-harry potter
-ritsuka of LOVELESS
-honey and clove character
-kotobuki ran of SUPER GALS! Kotobuki Ran
-Reno of Final Fantasy:Advent Children
-Sakura of Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicle

shit. why did my yukata had to be of such sucky quality ar... argh. after getting my yukata from her, i went for my photoshoot, problem is, it started ripping at all those areas. luckily, curs was so sweet enough to help me sew some of the areas up, if not i couldn't carry on with the shoot.



recently saw this harry and severus pairing cosplay pic, totemo kawaii ii desuka? XD i can't wait to do such YAOI shoot, though curs will probably try to kick my a** or something... and it's nothing wrong in liking severus and harry pairing okay!!!! *forB*dden lub!*

ja ne!!! XD

Labels: afterthoughts, cheated, fun, gaah, gimme, harry + sevvy, harry potter, photoshoot, yaoi, yukata

listening: never again - kelly clarkson
mood: more P*SEED then ever...

you're just one of the UGLIEST people i've ever seen. gosh. really ugly. and i'm not talking about looks. i couldn't believe you to do that to me...! what an ugly heart you have. you better lose them now, you'll be even more heartless than those you see in KINGDOM HEARTS.

...I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words...

you never bothered to know people, do you?

...Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again...

i'll never again believe you... you a**hole... you think you can ripped my heart and go off pretending nthg ever happened, eh?! guess what! no such thing! not even in this lifetime! gosh, i wish you were never born...

...If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone...

i'll make sure i'll reveal your d*rty lil' secrets, who knows whether have you hurt anyone else that i lurve and care for... sheesh. i can't trust you now, neither will i in the future.

you're just one DISGUSTING GIT. can you just die or something?

curs>> by the way, if haldir keeps attacking you. show her this post of mine.

haldir>> please shut your bl**dy trap for everyone is so P*ssed with your all-so-saint remarks about people from my team. gosh, you're DAMN "NAIVE" eh?! you don't own harry potter for merlin's-sake! you're already how old for pete's sake? grow up! you do any sh*t again, seriously, i'll make sure you can't sleep for the next bl**dy one week. just SHUT UP, will 'ya?

sarahcoldheart>> i'll suggest you to opened your sesame-sized eyes to look at what type of friends you're mixing with. it's disgusting to have such people around.

i've had it. JUST SHUT UP AND DIE.

Labels: afterthoughts, AVADA KECAVRA, bleh, cheated, cosFUCK, cursendra, FUCK YOU, grown up, harry potter, memories, more than words, over you

listening: This Love by Maroon 5
Mood: ...never felt so CHEATED!!!!!!!!
hahaX. just had a chat with marcus... XD he's actually my senior in primary school...! X3 he was our Head Prefect...! hahaX. back to business. a couple of moths back i actually asked him whether was he interested in watching Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix with me/US (the rest of my HP team...). he pretty much agreed, though he cldn't give me a definite answer... i just found out he is a CANCERIAN!!!! which is like, DAMN UBER COOL!!!! brilliant...! XD pretty hilarious/eccentric guy too...

marcus>> HARRY POTTER IS MAH LOVER!!!!!! XD he's my DAMN SEXY LOVER wor!!!

i realised songs by Maroon 5, is pretty much in touch with what i feel now... though it's more of a reversal role though...

>> after going out with me ytd, this is how you treat me?! well, go AHEAD then!!! meimei will not BOTHER you anymore!!!!! DAMNIT!!!! i feel more cheated than ever...!!!! (and i'm starting to sound like whiny CHO CHANG, f*ck...) you know what?! I've give up you, and i no longer can give you anymore chances, you GIT! hey, i wldn't mind calling you a GIT again. GIT. hmph.<<

gosh, i didn't know i wld RANT like this... *bangs head against table* I. Shall Fall. In. Love. With. A. Troll. blehX.

freaking GIT. bleHX.

Labels: bleh, cheated, harry potter, lover, maroon 5