Labels: 2010, life, memories

I would be turning 19 in less than 3 weeks time!
Will be having a birthday dinner with minna-san! :D

thank you seri~~~

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look at me




and say you mean it.


don't start all these sh*t all over again.




i will leave you,



and i f*cking mean it.

Labels: 2009, birthday, memories, scared, set me free

listening: makes me wonder by MAROON 5
mood: badada.

well, as some people know, i'm actually interested in photography, the only thing is that i don't have the camera.

i really want to pick up photography, so as to take pictures that are full of meaning...

but i would definitely ahve to major in a certain area right?



but maybe more towards candid and cosplay, i beleieve i can master the skill well, though not as good as my other photographer friends... but i won't know if i don't try right?



being a phootgrapher, we could probably be seeing things in a way we have not seen before with our eyes, do you agree on this point?

wow. it's something i've never experience before...

Labels: afterthoughts, memories, more than words, PHOTOGRAPHY, photos

listening: thanks for the memories - fall out boy
mood: *grins*

we're finally done with the service conference...!!! imagine you have to sing the "hero" song by mariah carey almost everyday, whoa, if you ain't sick of it, i am...!!! i actually replaced kushpu (correct spelling?) as the mini emcee, to be truthful, i feel kind of guilty... >,< real DAMN guilty, though she assured me/said it was alright...

...I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys...

but everyone enjoyed it...! the audiences were impressed with us...! even poly lecturers...! oh my...! and i saw azizu! he's actually in CEMTA dance group. what a surprise, after not seeing him for almost 2 years! even my classmates were shcok to see such a dancer...! hahaX. when it ended, me and princess (ancherle~) were like screaming for food, as there was a buffet outside...! food! food! hahaX. we were like hungry ghost liddat.... XD

...One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"...

watched the "king and i" yesterday! wow! superb! my mum got the ticket for free from negara on claymore hotel, because the company that she works for, kept giving the hotel customers, so to thank the company, or rather, thank my mum and the rest of their loyal customers, they decided to sponsor them tickets to the "king and i" play at the ESPLANADE theatre...! and i saw timothy go from CNA!!!! i felt like a country bumpkin there though, cause i wasn't really in those evenig gowns, high heels (i walk like ET in those bl**dy eff-ing shoes..) or look that freaking presentable... gosh... felt so out of place there... >,< gaah~

in total i rate the "king and i", 3.5 stars over 5 stars. well, as you know they actually had the movie screened on tV before, so i pretty much expected slightly more from the play. but what was pretty cool was the scene where the princess (the gift from burma) was reciting about the story of a women who escaped from her master, becuase she wanted to return back to her family and her lover/boyfriend. the king was pretty hilarious at times, especially when he says something and he goes, "...etc, etc, etc..". the audiences were laughing of their seats...! hahaX.

...They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa...

well, this week was an eventful week...! XD
rest well, minna-san!

Labels: afterthoughts, hospitality operations, ITE, memories, the king and i

listening: sul cocuzzolo - lisa ono
mood: EMO, again. >,<

*stares at screen* lots of things have happened recently ne... shh... will only say little stuff about THOSE stuff.

Hougang Sec was on TV on 3th August! yahoo! XD hahaX. i was watching the news on channel 8, when i saw my ex-principal commenting about the integration of special & express stream. yahoo for HOUGANG SECONDARY! XD

everyone hears what you say
friends listen to what you say
good friends listen to what you don't say

isn't it true...?

i went to the toa payoh photo gallery, also on saturday too. i am so IMPRESSED by the photographers! imagine how long they took, just to get that PERFECT shot! i don feel the pain too, cause i did that once, but it did paid off. XD it's real INSPIRING...!

'when you let love guide your actions, you start to tread the path that leads towards contentment'

true. love does tred its way through our hearts, leaving us feeling for satisfied. love is ALWAYS much stronger than hatred, it's so PROVEN in the HARRY POTTER series ne! love is the bEST you'll ever receive from anyone!

like a lake is always full
the heart of a kind person is always filled with love

Labels: afterthoughts, change, harry potter, lisa ono, love, memories, more than words

#1 - i'm GOING to SERIOUSLY get over that JERK. yeah, one usless crap on earth, corrupts the environment. yes, they do. f*ck euu.

#2 - i'm in contact with 2 of my secondary school teachers again! XD hahaX. after don't know how many DONKEY months since i've contacted them. hahaX. just hope i ain't too late.

#3 - i wanna read more novels!!!! i want to read more books ne, but like not much nice one to read, especially mangas. sheesh, standards have went down ne.

#4 - *sigh* i'm tired, i need my sleep.

Labels: bleh, FUCK YOU, grown up, hurts, memories, more than words, time

listening: never again - kelly clarkson
mood: more P*SEED then ever...

you're just one of the UGLIEST people i've ever seen. gosh. really ugly. and i'm not talking about looks. i couldn't believe you to do that to me...! what an ugly heart you have. you better lose them now, you'll be even more heartless than those you see in KINGDOM HEARTS.

...I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words...

you never bothered to know people, do you?

...Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you would do
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again...

i'll never again believe you... you a**hole... you think you can ripped my heart and go off pretending nthg ever happened, eh?! guess what! no such thing! not even in this lifetime! gosh, i wish you were never born...

...If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone...

i'll make sure i'll reveal your d*rty lil' secrets, who knows whether have you hurt anyone else that i lurve and care for... sheesh. i can't trust you now, neither will i in the future.

you're just one DISGUSTING GIT. can you just die or something?

curs>> by the way, if haldir keeps attacking you. show her this post of mine.

haldir>> please shut your bl**dy trap for everyone is so P*ssed with your all-so-saint remarks about people from my team. gosh, you're DAMN "NAIVE" eh?! you don't own harry potter for merlin's-sake! you're already how old for pete's sake? grow up! you do any sh*t again, seriously, i'll make sure you can't sleep for the next bl**dy one week. just SHUT UP, will 'ya?

sarahcoldheart>> i'll suggest you to opened your sesame-sized eyes to look at what type of friends you're mixing with. it's disgusting to have such people around.

i've had it. JUST SHUT UP AND DIE.

Labels: afterthoughts, AVADA KECAVRA, bleh, cheated, cosFUCK, cursendra, FUCK YOU, grown up, harry potter, memories, more than words, over you

Attended the Red Cross Enrollment Ceremony on 7th April 2007. It's already the 55th Anniversary of Red Cross. That's... That's pretty long, compared to my 4 years in Red Cross... *floats off*

Actually I had the intention to visit the Red Cross cadets for quite some time, I just didn't get down with it. Coincidentally, it was the ceremony today. I was actually involved in the ceremony as a Motivator when I was in Sec 2. Brought back those memories that you wouldn't be able to erase.

Reached school around 11am, about the time everyone started to get ready. Started to help the sec 1 with their uniform about 12 plus. Only 3 seniors, Chantel, Siti, Kitman were present to help them, cause the rest were attending to their Evacuation course, some were involve in the parade in the ceremony and a few I know by names were in involve in the performance. Started to rush around, like busy bees, with their stuff. Some even forgot their boots, belts etc. Got there around 1 plus, probably close to 2pm. >,< It was so hot!!! CORRECTION, actually went totally CRAZY & HIGH!!!! Had fun! And, it started RAINING!!!!! NOOOO!!!!!! I was so looking forward to the marching contingent + performance by some of my beloved cadets!!!! why does it have to rain on such a wonderful day?! *sigh* They ended up CANCELING the rest of the ceremony, cause it was LITERALLY RAINING CATS & DOGS. *just imagine cats and dogs falling from the sky* Just great, when you are having Fun, God plays a joke on you. Just Great.

To all Red Cross cadets of Hougang Secondary, thank you for brightening up my life. Was really a joy *part of my pain too* to be in the HS RC unit. May you guys shine as a Red Cross Cadets everywhere!!!

Was a little strange to attend the ceremony as an outsider cause I've already stepped out from Red Cross last year. But guess what, I think this is my calling, calling to go back to Red Cross, but not as a cadet or a Volunteer Instructor, but as someone else. It's funny, for me to say this, cause I don't really have the intention to return at all. I've always got passion for Humanitarian related stuff. I even wanted to be involved in volunteer work after my O levels. But I started working in Isetan, which really exhausted me TOTALLY. Managed to quit my job almost more than a month back.

I really hope by God's Faith, I'm actually able to do Volunteer work soon.

When you see people on TV, saying that they have only a very limited amount of income for their family, and one day they are struck with some disease that sucks out lots of their income, don't your heart goes to them...? Don't you feel something stinging in your eyes, trying to flow down your cheeks...? Don't you feel like REALLY doing something for them(other than calling THAT fund-raising hot line)...? (Crap, watch too much Extreme Makeover – Home Edition.) I don't want to sit down, and say “So-so will be able to do that/raise that sum of money for his patients, let's just seat back and watch people/them suffer even more just to get money for themselves and family etc” Hello? I ain't going to be such a person. I want to DO something, not EXPECT something. I want to take the initiative to do something. Stop stopping me when I'm taking my initiative, cause if one day I stop, really I'll fall along with the whole world. Be greatful when you have people who are so concerned with their people's wellbeing, they are really someone you HAVE to take your hat off to. They are people who are willing to sacrifice their time/help for those who are worse of than them. They are people who sparked off those charity fund-raising events for people who are in NEED of the help.

I just don't understand those people who actually even had the audacity to even think like this “So-so will be able to do that/raise that sum of money for his patients, let's just seat back and watch people/them suffer etc” When such things fall on you, you better pray that someone will be KIND enough to offer help/lend a helping hand, cause you won't know what will happen in the future. Don't you feel embarrass about not lending a helping hand? Don't you feel that you could have at least chip in or something along the line...? Crap, you'll never understand the feeling of helplessness...

Labels: afterthoughts, HIGH, memories, red cross