was on MC yesterday as lately I have been having quite a bad bout of gastritis.
The doctor was saying that if it were to persist any longer, even after the increase dosage of medication, she would refer me to the hospital for a scope.
It's not that I do not want to have proper meals, but try having a Director of Sales who don't seem to empathise the fact I suffer from gastric from time to time, and sometimes even get sudden attacks, it's not helping at all.
mood: moo. moo. moo. listening: Bridge to the Other Side
there's a Class Outing going on next week, argh, i'll only be returning form KL on that day ar... how??? *sigh*
i should start on my new year resolutions soon, man... maybe one for every month, how bout thaT? then i must motivate myself to do them..!!! *gosh, aren't i lazy?*
was inspired by curs' entry on her blog recently...
i miss...
GOD CHURCh *i swear i ain't no goody 2 shoes christian* being free!!! some of my beloved friends i've not met for a very long time... cosplaying as someone i can really relate myself to... *curs, you, too... miss ya' nagging/SCOLDINGS!!!! XD*
gosh. i should really stop and take a lok around me, before i lose everything...
100 is looking pretty likely for you right now. You've made your health a priority. So kick back, keep doing what you're doing, and enjoy the great life you've made for yourself. And you might get to see what the world is like 70, 80, or even 90 years from now.
yeah~ I had my ROXAS photoshoot yesterday!!! XD we even took pretty intimate photos! hahaX. though my NAMINE was somehow squirming away...
well, we actually went to the second floor of CHIJMES to have our photoshoot, cause it was pretty wet at the first floor, and we nearly got kicked out form there...! hahaX. found out that we needed a pass to shoot at the second floor...! XD hahaX. so we headed to the first floor, i think NAMINE ended up having more shots taken than ROXAS eh...!!! hahaX. (by the way, i think cosFUCK ROXAS ar...)
One is not male, one is not female, one is a substance – Michel Nedjar
listening: jenny by the CLICK 5 mood: SHORT-CIRCUIT. *i'll kill you, if it makes me HAPPY. get lost, b*tch.*
One is not male, one is not female, one is a substance – Michel Nedjar
...i solemnly swear that i am up to no good...
just had my science practical. gaah. i'll definitely fail my chemistry practical for sure already... >,< gaah!!!
i can't wait for my last o level papers to come, so after that i can apply for a part-time job! >,< am getting poorer by the day already... why can't money grow on trees...? *ponders, mumbles*
jialing a.k.a. tweaky is "ASKING" me to join her team, and i found RENO (FFAC:AdvENT CHILDREN) AVAILABLE!!!! wohOO!!!! he's so kawAII~ and so hot, though DANIEL RADCLIFFE is HOTTER!!! XP hmm. the few things that are stopping me would be, first, i have my HARRY POTTER next year too, as the next movie (HARRY POTTER and the HALF-BLOOD PRINCE) would be out next year NOVEMBER, and second, i'll be having my ATTACHMENT by then. i don't want to back out from my team, telling them...
"I'm sorry, but i gotta leave the team, it was nice knowing you guys, but hey, i've got lil' time left for you, so just SCRAM, will ya'?", you can't EXPECT me to do that right?! it ain't FAIR for my team too...
sigh. guess i got to think about it again, so i won't make stupid/DUMB/damn-idiotic decisions...
i also wanna take up photography (so i can shoot up-skirt), learn spanish (so i can curse and swear in espanol), read more (so i'll resemble more like a GEEK), sleep more (so i'll not look like some freaking ZOMBIE... okay, okay, i shouldn;t be writing those stuff, and yes, i'm not MYSELF now. so shoo! >,<
#1 - i'm GOING to SERIOUSLY get over that JERK. yeah, one usless crap on earth, corrupts the environment. yes, they do. f*ck euu.
#2 - i'm in contact with 2 of my secondary school teachers again! XD hahaX. after don't know how many DONKEY months since i've contacted them. hahaX. just hope i ain't too late.
#3 - i wanna read more novels!!!! i want to read more books ne, but like not much nice one to read, especially mangas. sheesh, standards have went down ne.
listening: never again - kelly clarkson mood: more P*SEED then ever...
you're just one of the UGLIEST people i've ever seen. gosh. really ugly. and i'm not talking about looks. i couldn't believe you to do that to me...! what an ugly heart you have. you better lose them now, you'll be even more heartless than those you see in KINGDOM HEARTS.
...I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words...
you never bothered to know people, do you?
...Does it hurt to know I'll never be there Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere It was you, who chose to end it like you did I was the last to know You knew exactly what you would do And don't say, you simply lost your way She may believe you but I never will Never again...
i'll never again believe you... you a**hole... you think you can ripped my heart and go off pretending nthg ever happened, eh?! guess what! no such thing! not even in this lifetime! gosh, i wish you were never born...
...If she really knows the truth, she deserves you A trophy wife, oh how cute Ignorance is bliss But when your day comes, and he's through with you And he'll be through with you You'll die together but alone...
i'll make sure i'll reveal your d*rty lil' secrets, who knows whether have you hurt anyone else that i lurve and care for... sheesh. i can't trust you now, neither will i in the future.
you're just one DISGUSTING GIT. can you just die or something?
curs>> by the way, if haldir keeps attacking you. show her this post of mine.
haldir>> please shut your bl**dy trap for everyone is so P*ssed with your all-so-saint remarks about people from my team. gosh, you're DAMN "NAIVE" eh?! you don't own harry potter for merlin's-sake! you're already how old for pete's sake? grow up! you do any sh*t again, seriously, i'll make sure you can't sleep for the next bl**dy one week. just SHUT UP, will 'ya?
sarahcoldheart>> i'll suggest you to opened your sesame-sized eyes to look at what type of friends you're mixing with. it's disgusting to have such people around.
listening: This Love by Maroon 5 Mood: ...never felt so CHEATED!!!!!!!! hahaX. just had a chat with marcus... XD he's actually my senior in primary school...! X3 he was our Head Prefect...! hahaX. back to business. a couple of moths back i actually asked him whether was he interested in watching Harry Potter and the Order of Phoneix with me/US (the rest of my HP team...). he pretty much agreed, though he cldn't give me a definite answer... i just found out he is a CANCERIAN!!!! which is like, DAMN UBER COOL!!!! brilliant...! XD pretty hilarious/eccentric guy too...
marcus>> HARRY POTTER IS MAH LOVER!!!!!! XD he's my DAMN SEXY LOVER wor!!!
i realised songs by Maroon 5, is pretty much in touch with what i feel now... though it's more of a reversal role though...
>> after going out with me ytd, this is how you treat me?! well, go AHEAD then!!! meimei will not BOTHER you anymore!!!!! DAMNIT!!!! i feel more cheated than ever...!!!! (and i'm starting to sound like whiny CHO CHANG, f*ck...) you know what?! I've give up you, and i no longer can give you anymore chances, you GIT! hey, i wldn't mind calling you a GIT again. GIT. hmph.<<
gosh, i didn't know i wld RANT like this... *bangs head against table* I. Shall Fall. In. Love. With. A. Troll. blehX.
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